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i think i dislike the person changing right across me just now and wearing her pinafore now. wait. i think i hate her. but hate's a really strong word aint it? but she's like taking my place in everything. and i really hate coming late for school. everything goes haywire when i come late for school. i might as well not come to school. so regret making friends with her sia. should just have stayed as classmates. i think the fun all of us had before is a little distorted and nothing seems to go like how i thought it would be, and we're a little split up and all. seems like im all alone now.



alone in class now. bell's gone. i used to wonder how being alone would be like, and i wished most of the time that i would have some alone time to myself, but this was not i portrayed things would turn out. i would rather have back my noisy yet fun friends, thank you very much. its like she has intruded the fun, the laughter and the lame jokes with her sarcasm and all. and how everyone's a typical singaporean to her. even when i knew the others were simply being nice and not commenting on how ugly he looked, i just acted along. perhaps i already knew long ago that they werent interested in what i was and they didnt want to hurt anyone's feelings by saying so, but it was nicer, less hurting than her sarcasms and criticisms. when im out with her i feel like i have to watch everything i saw and do, just to get her to shut up. she doesnt seem to understand auras radiating towards her and she acts all high and mighty.


on a happier tone, going to yinhui's house again later, to watch vcd and to see some people whom she wanted to show me for very long already. no one's coming with me, unlike yesterday when jiahui and karerou came along and we messed up yinhui's kitchen. no suprises there huh. so i have to go home alone.
yesterday: went to yh's hse. and cooked in her kitchen. digged in her fridge and everything. hahah. just to find food to cook. kekeh. had fun but had to watch myself. it rained and drenched everything. and the lightning was freaking scary kays. zomg.

thats all for now.